小魔鬼*

happy birthday alicia~ sorry cannot make it today. really crazy week. hope i can see you guys again. even though the feelings have changed, alot. happy birthday to laopa too. try to stop smoking so much. hope you love that shirt.

3 weeks and loads of things changed. friends are more than just friends. some are no longer whom i care for, changed to the extend i don’t know them at all. lost quite a few friends as well. new year resolution from now on, be it peace or war, “i don’t care, i don’t care, i don’t care” will be my attitude from now on. only things that concern me or people whom i care, then i will bother.

the world is small. who would have expected he was only next door and we have to meet each other at another place. i hope you’re the one who’ll brighten up my day.

ups and downs. school is not helping AT ALL. i feel like an out-cast right now. this is not a good year.

things to archive

1. driver’s license
2. laptop
3. holiday during june

depressing day today. did i do something wrong again? missing my happy nut. ):

christmas finally over!  some kind of accomplishment. scarlet city hit our sales! woohoo~ hahahaha i guess now people will look at us from another point of view? duper tired now. am still wondering why am i so tired everyday even when i have enough sleep.

big thanks to those who gave me presents. i didn’t recieve much this year, but each and every is expensive, one way or another, so thank you again (:

1 more week and its a brand new year again. this time i hope i can use my new paycheck and get myself a piggy bank WHICH i seriously will start saving in it.

i wish i knew how to understand you better. 

merry christmas again.

to those in class who already saw my hair extension, thats not the end. hah cause i went to perm my hair. first day look like doll, day two onwards i think look like auntie. joanna said it looked normal. oh well..

dear girl, you know we will always be there for you. this applies to both guys and girls, no one is worth your tears. at our age, no one is seriously worth crying for unless its your parents or your siblings. we were all too young to understand the meaning of love.

i guess i would never have understand this meaning if i didn’t meet him and go through the torture he gave me unknowingly. think about it. it’s true right? even if you cry, he/she never see and will never know.

what i saw and felt last night, why is it everyone must be drunk then we can get what we usually want? then it would confuse things right? i don’t know how should i respond.

so what if i have long hair now? so what if i still have alot of people wooing me? what are you trying to say? you are being such an ass when you’re drunk.

my goodness. i was woken up by mrTong’s msg early in the morning at 4.30am. then i couldn’t get back to sleep until 6.30am. i tried to wake up. i’m serious. jeammie did the wrong but nicest thing, by telling me lesson starts at 9am instead of 8am. so i went back to sleep. and i didn’t turn up in school today again. oh well..

then it was raining when i went to SSDC. took the trial test and i failed again. woohoo! 39 points. sui sui every time no change. wonder if its the system who don’t like me or what. i thought maybe after a good dinner i would probably pass my actual test. BUT NOPE! it proves again if you don’t study no point wasting your money over this kind of thing. so i fail and i was freaking disappointed. THEN some thing happened when i was walking back home. KC said it looked as though the whole scene came out from a TV drama.

last point to note before i end. i had a stiff neck when i woke up. good enough to prove its a bad day?