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angie — Sun, 16 Mar 2008 09:29:30 +0000

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ever seen a slug?

angie — Fri, 22 Feb 2008 06:11:49 +0000

you move like one, act like one, ARE ONE. i can never imagine how spineless a guy can be. i bet the same thought is going through your head just like mine.

what have i seen in this person that allow us to be with each other for so long?

if you think that is shouting to you, then next time when people is giving you instructions on what to do you better listen and not just orhhhh your way through. or maybe if you don’t have a dictionary at home, go and ask your BFF what does group work mean. in case he cannot explain to you the proper term, i might as well just tell it to you.

it simply means to work together AS A GROUP.

but if you think you have done your part as a team member, then sorry to tell you that you’re only a team member, not a team maker. basically you will never make it big in life because you like to do things you think its done and just dump it to the others to evaluate if it suits the whole group.

if i was in the wrong, if i didn’t contribute to the group and i still have the guts to say all that to you, i would apologise. but sad to have to screw this into your mind, is that i have done my part for the group, even though not as much as the other two girls, but i have done my part as asked for their opinion. edited whatever they think is not right and try to help out as much as i could.

you have to work. so do i. you need to have your own life. so do i. so do the rest of us, but it seemed as though you both cannot spare some time out just to prefect this project with us. your life seems to be more important than us. your game every night seems to out-weight the project. your social life is like your everything. THEN WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU IN SCHOOL? you’re not a waste of space in this society. YOU’RE A WASTE OF EVERYONE’S TIME.

we’re keeping it quiet because we thought you guys would improve as the dateline gets nearer. but it seems to us as though you have taken us for granted and just dump everything to us. so do you think it is only fair to remove your name from the group since even though you did contribute some, most of it we were the ones improvising?

phwee~ i think i’ve said what i want to say, i doubt you would want to do project with me in the future, and i don’t think i would want to do it with you ever again. i think i would be so turned off to be the in same room as you are. sad thing is we share almost same group of friends so there is nothing we can do. but i would just keep my mouth shut and wait for people to judge. today hasn’t been a very good day. i think i’m getting on some people’s nerves. oh well.. this is ITE, where the populars in school last time becomes unpopular and disgusting. sounds a bit like menopause sehh..

ever wonder why people used to tell me how sweet he and i are, how they envy us, but there are none about you and me even though we’re together much longer?no wait, is there anything to envy about when you don’t even keep your very first promise?

learn how to crawl before running.

angie — Wed, 20 Feb 2008 09:36:16 +0000

why don’t you learn how to grow up before you start your finger pointing? keeping silent all the time doesn’t mean people allow you to step onto them and do whatever shit you wish to do. and for fuck sake, if you want to condemn me, you make sure everyone hates me, not dislike me. if not i will never leave the place. not when the only hump i meet on the road is such a small one like you.

i almost did something evil today. my intension was bad, but if it really happened, the consequences could be even worse. but you saved your own ass by walking back. so i didn’t have to be the evil force of the day. to those few who knows what was i going to do, please keep it to yourself. you can say its revenge or whatever, but when you stepped on my tail, i won’t make sure you pay back double. i will just be sure that you will get the pain i’ve gone through one day.

booked my BTT date. it is like so damn far from now. and i have a very very bad feeling its gonna be during the second year 1st term’s exam. hope it doesn’t clash. if it does, oh then thats too bad..

im feeling sinister right now. is that how lonely people should feel when the feeling of loneliness gets even deeper than their souls?

No Subject

angie — Thu, 24 Jan 2008 05:30:22 +0000

end of story. you’re the worse thing that has ever happened to me. you make me feel sick!

i’ll just sit around and wait for you to miss me.

no more blogging. my head hurts.

lies and cries.

angie — Wed, 23 Jan 2008 03:49:42 +0000

he came back. i was suppose to be happy. but i wasn’t. i don’t know what i want from him now. was it suppose to be strings or no strings attached?

oh good. i know you must be smirking at the screen right now. seeing all the retributions coming back to me.

presentation finally done. this is the second time in my life i have felt i’m really ugly.

tell me what should i do to understand what you want.

blue-tooth connection

angie — Sat, 19 Jan 2008 15:45:12 +0000

happy birthday alicia~ sorry cannot make it today. really crazy week. hope i can see you guys again. even though the feelings have changed, alot. happy birthday to laopa too. try to stop smoking so much. hope you love that shirt.

3 weeks and loads of things changed. friends are more than just friends. some are no longer whom i care for, changed to the extend i don’t know them at all. lost quite a few friends as well. new year resolution from now on, be it peace or war, “i don’t care, i don’t care, i don’t care” will be my attitude from now on. only things that concern me or people whom i care, then i will bother.

the world is small. who would have expected he was only next door and we have to meet each other at another place. i hope you’re the one who’ll brighten up my day.

ups and downs. school is not helping AT ALL. i feel like an out-cast right now. this is not a good year.

things to archive

driver’s license
laptop
holiday during june

depressing day today. did i do something wrong again? missing my happy nut. ):

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angie — Thu, 27 Dec 2007 14:29:14 +0000

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merry christmas one and all~

angie — Wed, 26 Dec 2007 03:09:25 +0000

christmas finally over! some kind of accomplishment. scarlet city hit our sales! woohoo~ hahahaha i guess now people will look at us from another point of view? duper tired now. am still wondering why am i so tired everyday even when i have enough sleep.

big thanks to those who gave me presents. i didn’t recieve much this year, but each and every is expensive, one way or another, so thank you again (:

1 more week and its a brand new year again. this time i hope i can use my new paycheck and get myself a piggy bank WHICH i seriously will start saving in it.

i wish i knew how to understand you better.

merry christmas again.

sure it’s bye bye past, hi to future?

angie — Sun, 16 Dec 2007 08:10:50 +0000

to those in class who already saw my hair extension, thats not the end. hah cause i went to perm my hair. first day look like doll, day two onwards i think look like auntie. joanna said it looked normal. oh well..

dear girl, you know we will always be there for you. this applies to both guys and girls, no one is worth your tears. at our age, no one is seriously worth crying for unless its your parents or your siblings. we were all too young to understand the meaning of love.

i guess i would never have understand this meaning if i didn’t meet him and go through the torture he gave me unknowingly. think about it. it’s true right? even if you cry, he/she never see and will never know.

what i saw and felt last night, why is it everyone must be drunk then we can get what we usually want? then it would confuse things right? i don’t know how should i respond.

so what if i have long hair now? so what if i still have alot of people wooing me? what are you trying to say? you are being such an ass when you’re drunk.

bad bad day.

angie — Mon, 10 Dec 2007 14:38:32 +0000

my goodness. i was woken up by mrTong’s msg early in the morning at 4.30am. then i couldn’t get back to sleep until 6.30am. i tried to wake up. i’m serious. jeammie did the wrong but nicest thing, by telling me lesson starts at 9am instead of 8am. so i went back to sleep. and i didn’t turn up in school today again. oh well..

then it was raining when i went to SSDC. took the trial test and i failed again. woohoo! 39 points. sui sui every time no change. wonder if its the system who don’t like me or what. i thought maybe after a good dinner i would probably pass my actual test. BUT NOPE! it proves again if you don’t study no point wasting your money over this kind of thing. so i fail and i was freaking disappointed. THEN some thing happened when i was walking back home. KC said it looked as though the whole scene came out from a TV drama.

last point to note before i end. i had a stiff neck when i woke up. good enough to prove its a bad day?